I am good at giving things meaning to the point of overinterpretation.
Today I suddenly realized that Yu Xi's life path number is also 6.
Just like me, whether it's a multi-digit or single-digit calculation method, our numbers are all 6.
Even the final sum is the same, "2+0+2+2", and "3+3".
Our life path numbers are both 6, and our birth card is the Lovers, and our destiny tarot is also the Lovers.
I originally only paid attention to his destiny tarot, and the fact that I am a Cancer in the moon and he is a Cancer in the sun. It turns out we are even more similar.
No wonder I always see fragments of myself in him.
His softness and sensitivity, his ability to tread on the edge of dimensions, his self-protection while still being able to believe and love.
First and foremost, it is always because I see myself reflected in him, just as when you see a beautiful figure in the water, it must include the reflection of the person by the water.
But if I were to say that we are similar, I would also feel extremely guilty, because the water is clearly transparent, while my shadow is obscured above.
There are always some inexplicable things in the world, which seem absurd and bizarre to talk about.
Mr. Gang is 8 years older than me, and this child is 8 years younger than me.
Sometimes I feel as if this child is leading me to fly through time and space, to catch a glimpse of Mr. Gang, who is younger and growing up, whom I would not have seen otherwise, as if it were "intentional".
Even in appearance, this child sometimes overlaps with Mr. Gang and Guisan.
Even the role of Dongfang Bubai played by this child and the collaboration between Guisan and Da Gou in the past, as well as the recent play with Da Gou by Guisan, I can't help but connect them.
There seems to be a thread unfolding like flowers blooming in the wild.
With Mr. Gang as the foundation, it outlines the genealogy of love in my life.
They are all a kind of manifestation.
They guide me to follow my own life path, starting from love and reaching love.
They make me project and recognize the essence of myself composed of love.
Facing them, I feel ashamed and impure, because the human soul can be so beautiful. Bright and radiant, it burns so brightly that I can hardly look at it, but even if I lower my eyes and see the water reflecting the shimmering light, I still want to dive in.
"I am in love", "I want to love".
I am love itself, even if there are some impurities, I still have to be pulled and uplifted by their pure gravity, in the universe of love, and coalesce with love.