In the night, watching him speak in the magazine, tears flowed down his face.
It's not an exaggeration at all. He cried intensely and completely. The tears formed streaks on his face, giving a sticky and tense feeling.
For a while, a long while, I haven't cried so intensely and thoroughly.
I can't even fully grasp what I'm crying about.
I can't even clearly explain why I suddenly burst into tears when I saw a certain sentence.
I cried so much that my heart felt twisted.
My heart hurts. My throat hurts. My face feels sticky.
These past few days, I've been repeatedly listening to the new album and reading the lyrics.
Several times, I felt like my heart was being lifted or suddenly pinched.
I even briefly thought of [si:].
I know I feel like crying. But it's just my chest intermittently convulsing, just a few times touching the left side of my chest where my heart is with my hand.
Where did this momentary emotion come from?
I cried so much that I had to take deep breaths for several seconds.
I feel so sad.